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Scream Therapy

by Stenosis

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Daniel Svensson
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Daniel Svensson I love all your albums, these songs are so amazing. Thank you for giving my life a soundtrack.:D
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xOutragex This album is so intriguing and profound. I cannot stop listening to this album, I know that Stenosis will have a great impact on his listeners with his stupendous music.
Godspeed, my friend. Favorite track: Known.
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Why do you do this to me? I'm going out of my mind Got me running in circles Each and every time What have I done wrong To deserve this pain? Did I rip out your heart? Or put your God to shame? Well I've tried to make it right What happen to the love I wish you had for me? Like a little white pill Called extacy It's fake, unreal It goes away I wanna make it work I want you to stay (Pre-Chorus) There's one thing that you have to do Show me your soul and rip yourself in two (Chorus) Take my self-inflicted Wounds of yesterday Break my shattered heart You know you made me Feel this way Well I feel on my knees I cried in your lap You looked at me Like you wanted to laugh Pick out the pieces Of broken glass Just when will enough Be the end
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I can't run away I can't lose it all Lose it all As the clock on the wall Ticks down to my fall Time begins to end My dreams will never live Fear taking hold My faith is growing cold I, I, I'm losing control again Mind red with hate I just need a break I need to get the fuck out of this place I never feel like I'm enough All the pain that I breathe The death I've seen Should amount to something but... I never feel like I'm enough Like I'm chasing something That I should just give up Ohhhhh, fuck!
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Twitch 01:30
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You're lying there In your bed Staring up at me You're lying there Just fucking stare Just fucking stare Just look at me Close your eyes Pray to God Grab your Bible Start to read I'm feeling cold So un-cold So un-in-control Ohhhh, I'm coming for you Ohhhh, I'm coming for........ You! No! You weak and desperate mother fucker Go! Controlling everything you've ever Known! You weak and desperate mother fucker Go! Controlling everything, you'll never You're soaked in blood Your idle hands It's all you really know You're soaked in blood Decayed in mud Decayed in mud No place to go Running away From your past There's nowhere To go I'm feeling cold So un-cold So un-in-control Ohhhhh, I'm coming for you Ohhhhh, I'm coming for......... You're pushing You're pushing You're pushing Let me go Pushing Pushing Pushing Let me go Pushing Pushing Pushing Let me go Pushing Pushing Pushing LET ME GO!!!
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Known 04:34
I want you to see What really is me I want you to know What I am scared to show I can't do this all alone Understood while I'm in my own I just want to be known I'm terrified To be in your eye I don't wanna see You laughing down at me I can't do this all alone Understood while I'm in my own I can't do this all alone Understood while I'm in my own I just wanna be known...
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Never Let Go 04:28
It's getting hard Now you're away Scars remind me Every single day I feel alone I start to shake And you just Walk away Walk away The bed is empty I can't sleep in the same Place where all our memories Once came I pray that you Would just come back home So I can hold you in my arms And never let go Never let go The furniture's gone You took it away Probably for the best 'Cause I'd replay The times when we would Sit and watch TV Now I am here alone 'Cause you're not with me You're not with me
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Dust 04:28
Take a look into the mirror Tell me, what do you see? A fucking demon staring back at you So fucking ugly? Manipulating So degrading Putting thoughts in my head You're so deceiving Can't believe Oh, babe You're fucking twisted So twisted So twisted So twisted So twisted We strive to rise We dream to fall The dust settles Beneath it all You got the pieces of the puzzle Write the rules to the game All the anger stands for nothing All the bulshit's the same We live, we die We fail, we try We hold it all within Lead a crowd when you're blind And be the first to condemn It's never enough It never ends I'm never ahead I'll never win
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Retrospect 04:56
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One Sided 05:42
I'm tired of your fucking lies I'm tired of staring in your eyes You fucking look at me like I'm a disgrace Rolls your eyes around your one-fucking-sided face Say it's done and you go again Take a drink like it's always been Shake your ass and rub it all around On my buddies, on your friends and on the ground I'm standing and watching the idiotic party Thinking free, feeling good, move around You know your body is all yours and you're fucking proud I can't seem to care much more As I'm watching you on that fucking floor This shit is one-sided And I've never felt more alone Never felt I'd lose control Divided between you and me I'm fired up While you're setting free I've tried to let you see That this shit isn't fair To me I try to talk to you There's nothing I can do 5 years, been together that fucking long So pardon me if I think it's fucking wrong Put me up like a brick wall Cast aside like a rag-doll I'm gonna grab, gonna touch Gonna run around Show you how it feels And make no sound Fuck all this I'm done with Trying to find my happiness Everything spinning in my head I can't see I'm standing on the floor You're looking at me All I want is to be a part Instead of ripping out my heart
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Emotion 04:20
It's fading All I wanted was to have a little fun And now I'm angry In my soul, in my mind Maybe all I needed was just a little sign And now I'm laying On the floor With my hands holding my head And thinking That you just don't give a fuck anymore I know it's crazy But I'm leaving Packing my shit, I'm headin' out the door Don't chase me I'll turn around And rip your ass apart just like you done to me I know it's just a little thing But something deep inside of me Is burning from all you've done I, I, I, I, Baby I was never fucking good enough I've tried to stick around I've tried to find love Whoa, I was never fucking good enough I've tried to suffer through But now I'm giving up Degrading Thrown to the ground Spittin' out the dirt and wiping off the blood You're crying But you won't Take a look inside your head And then just maybe You'll see the Demon sitting in your soul And then he'll take you Throw you down Drag your ass back to hell That would just make me Happy To see you burning in the flames And I'd see your Karma Now I feel better like it should have been forever Giving up, Giving up, Baby! 'Cause now I'm giving up!
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You Feel Me 04:12
Every day I fear what's inside of me There'll be a day when you will see what's me Oh whoa You feel me? Oh whoa Push it away Push it away Break down Oh whoa You feel me? Oh whoa Push it away Push it away Right now! I see your bloody, muddy, little face Stare at me you God-forsaken disgrace! I open my eyes And I see what's inside And I never look back because I am blind Open my eyes And I see what's inside Never look back because I'm denied Oh whoa, You feel me? Oh whoa, Push it away Push it away Break down Oh whoa, You feel me? Oh whoa, Push it away Push it away Right now Oh whoa, You feel me? Oh whoa, Losing my mind Tear up inside Break down Oh whoa, You feel me? Oh whoa, Losing my mind Tear up inside Break down!
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This Design 05:30
You can't deny what you're feeling You can't describe what you're seeing You lose control Oh your heart is beating faster Sweat drowns your face, you're shakin' You scream to God, "I'm not breaking" You feel alive But you're stuck in this disaster! Life is slipping from me Lies won't make me see I feel like this design is made to Slowly peel the skin right off my... Life, just watch me bleed Bleed Bleed Bleed Bleed Standing in a line until your Guillotine lets go on my Life Life is slipping away Away! Dead space survives when I'm breathing I can't use my mind, I'm not thinking I close my eyes I'm not ready to be captured Blood flashes like lightning Fear rises without trying I break away I'm just a rental, I'm a bastard!
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This is my debut release. It took me years to write this album.

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released November 21, 2015

Produced and recorded entirely by me, Stenosis.

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Show me a professional of life, and I'll show you a novice of reality...

-Stenosis

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