1. |
The Epic Way of Living
08:50
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2. |
The Epic Way of Dying
07:04
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3. |
Wounds of Yesterday
04:08
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Why do you do this to me?
I'm going out of my mind
Got me running in circles
Each and every time
What have I done wrong
To deserve this pain?
Did I rip out your heart?
Or put your God to shame?
Well I've tried to make it right
What happen to the love
I wish you had for me?
Like a little white pill
Called extacy
It's fake, unreal
It goes away
I wanna make it work
I want you to stay
(Pre-Chorus)
There's one thing that you have to do
Show me your soul and rip yourself in two
(Chorus)
Take my self-inflicted
Wounds of yesterday
Break my shattered heart
You know you made me
Feel this way
Well I feel on my knees
I cried in your lap
You looked at me
Like you wanted to laugh
Pick out the pieces
Of broken glass
Just when will enough
Be the end
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4. |
Losing Control
04:18
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I can't run away
I can't lose it all
Lose it all
As the clock on the wall
Ticks down to my fall
Time begins to end
My dreams will never live
Fear taking hold
My faith is growing cold
I, I, I'm losing control again
Mind red with hate
I just need a break
I need to get the fuck out of this place
I never feel like I'm enough
All the pain that I breathe
The death I've seen
Should amount to something but...
I never feel like I'm enough
Like I'm chasing something
That I should just give up
Ohhhhh, fuck!
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5. |
Twitch
01:30
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6. |
Weak & Desperate
04:48
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You're lying there
In your bed
Staring up at me
You're lying there
Just fucking stare
Just fucking stare
Just look at me
Close your eyes
Pray to God
Grab your Bible
Start to read
I'm feeling cold
So un-cold
So un-in-control
Ohhhh, I'm coming for you
Ohhhh, I'm coming for........ You!
No!
You weak and desperate mother fucker
Go!
Controlling everything you've ever
Known!
You weak and desperate mother fucker
Go!
Controlling everything, you'll never
You're soaked in blood
Your idle hands
It's all you really know
You're soaked in blood
Decayed in mud
Decayed in mud
No place to go
Running away
From your past
There's nowhere
To go
I'm feeling cold
So un-cold
So un-in-control
Ohhhhh, I'm coming for you
Ohhhhh, I'm coming for.........
You're pushing
You're pushing
You're pushing
Let me go
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing
Let me go
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing
Let me go
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing
LET ME GO!!!
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7. |
Known
04:34
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I want you to see
What really is me
I want you to know
What I am scared to show
I can't do this all alone
Understood while I'm in my own
I just want to be known
I'm terrified
To be in your eye
I don't wanna see
You laughing down at me
I can't do this all alone
Understood while I'm in my own
I can't do this all alone
Understood while I'm in my own
I just wanna be known...
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8. |
Never Let Go
04:28
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It's getting hard
Now you're away
Scars remind me
Every single day
I feel alone
I start to shake
And you just
Walk away
Walk away
The bed is empty
I can't sleep in the same
Place where all our memories
Once came
I pray that you
Would just come back home
So I can hold you in my arms
And never let go
Never let go
The furniture's gone
You took it away
Probably for the best
'Cause I'd replay
The times when we would
Sit and watch TV
Now I am here alone
'Cause you're not with me
You're not with me
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9. |
Dust
04:28
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Take a look into the mirror
Tell me, what do you see?
A fucking demon staring back at you
So fucking ugly?
Manipulating
So degrading
Putting thoughts in my head
You're so deceiving
Can't believe
Oh, babe
You're fucking twisted
So twisted
So twisted
So twisted
So twisted
We strive to rise
We dream to fall
The dust settles
Beneath it all
You got the pieces of the puzzle
Write the rules to the game
All the anger stands for nothing
All the bulshit's the same
We live, we die
We fail, we try
We hold it all within
Lead a crowd when you're blind
And be the first to condemn
It's never enough
It never ends
I'm never ahead
I'll never win
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10. |
Retrospect
04:56
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11. |
One Sided
05:42
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I'm tired of your fucking lies
I'm tired of staring in your eyes
You fucking look at me like I'm a disgrace
Rolls your eyes around your one-fucking-sided face
Say it's done and you go again
Take a drink like it's always been
Shake your ass and rub it all around
On my buddies, on your friends and on the ground
I'm standing and watching the idiotic party
Thinking free, feeling good, move around
You know your body is all yours and you're fucking proud
I can't seem to care much more
As I'm watching you on that fucking floor
This shit is one-sided
And I've never felt more alone
Never felt I'd lose control
Divided between you and me
I'm fired up
While you're setting free
I've tried to let you see
That this shit isn't fair
To me
I try to talk to you
There's nothing I can do
5 years, been together that fucking long
So pardon me if I think it's fucking wrong
Put me up like a brick wall
Cast aside like a rag-doll
I'm gonna grab, gonna touch
Gonna run around
Show you how it feels
And make no sound
Fuck all this
I'm done with
Trying to find my happiness
Everything spinning in my head
I can't see
I'm standing on the floor
You're looking at me
All I want is to be a part
Instead of ripping out my heart
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12. |
Emotion
04:20
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It's fading
All I wanted was to have a little fun
And now I'm angry
In my soul, in my mind
Maybe all I needed was just a little sign
And now I'm laying
On the floor
With my hands holding my head
And thinking
That you just don't give a fuck anymore
I know it's crazy
But I'm leaving
Packing my shit, I'm headin' out the door
Don't chase me
I'll turn around
And rip your ass apart just like you done to me
I know it's just a little thing
But something deep inside of me
Is burning from all you've done
I, I, I, I, Baby
I was never fucking good enough
I've tried to stick around
I've tried to find love
Whoa, I was never fucking good enough
I've tried to suffer through
But now I'm giving up
Degrading
Thrown to the ground
Spittin' out the dirt and wiping off the blood
You're crying
But you won't
Take a look inside your head
And then just maybe
You'll see the
Demon sitting in your soul
And then he'll take you
Throw you down
Drag your ass back to hell
That would just make me
Happy
To see you burning in the flames
And I'd see your
Karma
Now I feel better like it should have been forever
Giving up, Giving up, Baby!
'Cause now I'm giving up!
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13. |
You Feel Me
04:12
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Every day I fear what's inside of me
There'll be a day when you will see what's me
Oh whoa
You feel me?
Oh whoa
Push it away
Push it away
Break down
Oh whoa
You feel me?
Oh whoa
Push it away
Push it away
Right now!
I see your bloody, muddy, little face
Stare at me you God-forsaken disgrace!
I open my eyes
And I see what's inside
And I never look back because I am blind
Open my eyes
And I see what's inside
Never look back because
I'm denied
Oh whoa,
You feel me?
Oh whoa,
Push it away
Push it away
Break down
Oh whoa,
You feel me?
Oh whoa,
Push it away
Push it away
Right now
Oh whoa,
You feel me?
Oh whoa,
Losing my mind
Tear up inside
Break down
Oh whoa,
You feel me?
Oh whoa,
Losing my mind
Tear up inside
Break down!
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14. |
This Design
05:30
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You can't deny what you're feeling
You can't describe what you're seeing
You lose control
Oh your heart is beating faster
Sweat drowns your face, you're shakin'
You scream to God, "I'm not breaking"
You feel alive
But you're stuck in this disaster!
Life is slipping from me
Lies won't make me see
I feel like this design is made to
Slowly peel the skin right off my...
Life, just watch me bleed
Bleed
Bleed
Bleed
Bleed
Standing in a line until your
Guillotine lets go on my
Life
Life is slipping away
Away!
Dead space survives when I'm breathing
I can't use my mind, I'm not thinking
I close my eyes
I'm not ready to be captured
Blood flashes like lightning
Fear rises without trying
I break away
I'm just a rental, I'm a bastard!
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15. |
Cry (For the Lost)
03:33
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Stenosis Kansas City, Kansas
Show me a professional of life, and I'll show you a novice of reality...
-Stenosis
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